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life is horridly dull. i finally saw frankie today. we went to lunch as he and his friends passed through on their way to their rafting trip up north. but i'm soooo bored, lonely, depressed etc. i remember feeling like this at girl scout camp and not knowing what was wrong w/ me. am i going through another weird transitional period? it's been an entire week and not even chocolate or ice cream improves my mood. the best i felt in a long time was at sarah's house working w/ ponies. i felt so free, yet involved, and just overall genuinely happy. i should have just stayed there for the rest of the summer. whatever.

i'm writing my book though. that keeps me somewhat occupied tho it has definitely created a longing for other times and places. but i'm going to try and use my own feelings of loneliness and despair when analyzing the main character and writing from her perspective. *sigh* oh the agony.

i'm trying to get in touch w/ this lady to work at bastille days. i could make $10 an hour directing cars. mwa-haha. i really hope she still needs at least one person b/c that would be excellent. :)

ok i really don't have anything else to say. i have to work tomorrow tho. that should be fun.

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